Had a great talk with CJ and Rip within the past couple days. Even though we don’t talk much anymore, we’re still pretty much close friends. I know this sounds gay, but catching up with old friends is great hahaha
What did I do wrong this time?.. I swear, everything I do isn’t good enough.
Everything seems to be great between us.. but I guess I’ll wait for a while till I’m ready. As in.. a long time.
You act like I need a girl to be happy and you’re all wrong. I’m perfectly fine without a girl, but wouldn’t life be such a bonus when you’re in a relationship? Everyone says, “You don’t need to be in a relationship to be happy. All you need are family and friends”. True, but I don’t want to marry my fucking mom and hold her hand for the rest of my life. I want to be in relationships, go on dates, and meet amazing people. Maybe one day after all the dating, I’ll find and marry one. So just don’t be so negative on relationships.
I’m.. happy now =) It’s a feeling I thought I wouldn’t get anymore and it’s not like I’m in love or anything but I think I’m back to my old, weird self again. I’ve finally moved on, completely.
That’s the only thing people care about, themselves. Even I’M starting to do that and honestly, I like it that way. I guess you can say that I’m selfish now.